Saturday, July 25, 2009
nanfeng was here @ 3:07 PM(:
it 1 am over here and i am sitting in the balcony playing msn game with Brandon , there's nothing else we can do . Amanda went out for a drink and she didnt bring us along cos no one gave her the permission . I drank more than half the bottle of wine just now , thanks to natapol , he's mad ... hahha
i cant believe that we are not going to train tmr .... haha . its just too shocking , ever since we stepped into this place we have been trng like dnt know how many times a day and tmr we are not trng ... haha , i am just too happy to sleep [;
i am tired but i dont want to be waking up the next morning to play and on monday its time for time trial again.... whenever we are enjoying , time always pass so quickly , if only the time could stop when its my happiest moment [; haha , dream on mannn
i LOVE my life[;its not just studying and studying , its what i want [; i always wonder if we can live to the happiest moment of our life and just die on the spot , smiling and leaving . Rather than dying because of some illness or old age whatsoever ....i want to lead a life that's different from others[; instead of excelling in studies only , i want omething else . instead of having a high post job and earning lots of money , i think i rather do more meaningful stuff like voluntary work . i think those doctors that go to africa to do voluntary work are damn cool , i want to go there in future[;i think if i am just someone who earns lots of money and die after that , that is sooo pityful , there's no fun in life ... everything is related to money and excelling , without success this person is nothing ....
i dont know why am i writing this , i guess i am just boreddd
2am....
I think its damn retarted … people wants to get into a relationship because their friends has it and they think its cool . ohhmyyy, its very dumb . someone has a boy/girlfriend , there’s no love between them , its just fun while the other party might just put their true feelings in it.After some time when the other party found out that he/she isn’t true about them , they will then become super emo , crying away when it is not even worth it . I guess they will just have to grow up … its not as fun as they think … its dumb …when they grow older and look back , they will just laugh at themselves for doing such things …
Anyway , when people get too deeply in love , they cant think … its like the other party is part of them which is not true … they wont know who is their ideal partner until they are older , when they step into society meet more people and be able to think properly … don’t you think when 2 opposite sex teenagers are together , they tend to break up after a while…. And after like a period of time , you will see them with another guy/girl ….
